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This mom perfectly describes the special bond between boys and their mothers
This is so true!
Britanie Leclair
09.04.17

When I found out I was pregnant, I was terrified.

Later on, during the second ultrasound appointment, when I found out it was a boy, I was horrified.

I was an only child; I had never grown up around boys. My family is small, and I have one first cousinโ€” also a girl. The male children I had seen in the past were always so rambunctious. They liked wrestling and rough housing, worms, and boogers. By nature, Iโ€™m an introvert. I like reading and writing, watching documentariesโ€” not to mention, peace and quiet.

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โ€œHeck, Iโ€™m not even a fan of action moviesโ€” what the Hell am I going to do with a boy?โ€ I wondered.

But thenโ€ฆ I had my son.

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His name is Phoenix, and heโ€™s two years old, and in these few short years, heโ€™s already taught me more than I could have ever imagined.

I have heard the saying that little girls tend to be in love with their fathers, while little boys adore their momsโ€” and after now having a second son, I think thereโ€™s more to that idea than a simple Freudian theory.

Since the beginning, my son and I have had an indescribable bond. And while I donโ€™t have girls to compare it with, I have heard from mothersโ€™ of children of both sexes, that the bond with a son is different, especially as a female.

And I think a lot of that has to do with the inherent responsibility that comes with raising a boy.

Yes, I know. Thereโ€™s a large responsibility in raising any childโ€” but bear with me for a minute.

Sometimes, I wonder what my two boys will be like as adults, living in the society of the futureโ€”and I am freaking terrified!

Every day, I ask myself, โ€œIn a society of rape culture and machismo, how will I ever teach my sons to be kind, considerate, and loving men who arenโ€™t afraid to show their emotions and fears? Who arenโ€™t afraid to stand up for what is right? Who wonโ€™t fall victim to the many dangers of society?โ€

I still donโ€™t know the answers those questionsโ€” but I do know that I try my best every single day.

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I know parents of girls struggle with the same kind of issues tooโ€” theyโ€™re two sides of the same coin.

While youโ€™re hoping your little Sarah doesnโ€™t become the victim of an abusive boyfriend or sex trafficking ring, Iโ€™m hoping that my boys will never turn out to be the kind of people involved in those things.

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And for me, thatโ€™s a lot of pressure.

Because I know if I manage to do my job correctly, then Iโ€™ve also succeeded in protecting your daughter tooโ€” a little girl who was just like me at one point.

And thatโ€™s important to me too.

Iโ€™ve heard that men marry women who remind them of their mothers, and while I donโ€™t know how valid that idea actually is, I like to think thereโ€™s at least a bit of truth to itโ€” and that in itself makes me try to be the best kind of woman (and mother) that I can be.

I want my son to find a woman who is kind, and hard-working, and who cares for him like I do.

I want my son to find a woman who hasnโ€™t been taught that men are the gender to be fearedโ€” the ones that attack women at night, and prey on little children with bribes of candies and puppies.

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I want my son and whoever his future wife is to know that they are our futureโ€” and that Iโ€™ve done all I can to give them the tools to one day make it better.

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